225.英文正文（225）

「youhavethoughtsometimes，」saido』brien，「thatmyface—thefaceofamemberoftheinnerparty—looksoldandworn。whatdoyouthinkofyourownface？」

heseizedwinston』sshoulderandspunhimroundsothathewasfacinghim。

「lookattheconditionyouarein！」hesaid。「lookatthisfilthygrimealloveryourbody。lookatthedirtbetweenyourtoes。lookatthatdisgustingrunningsoreonyourleg。doyouknowthatyoustinklikeagoat？probablyyouhaveceasedtonoticeit。lookatyouremaciation。doyousee？icanmakemythumbandforefingermeetroundyourbicep。icouldsnapyournecklikeacarrot。doyouknowthatyouhavelosttwenty-fivekilogramssinceyouhavebeeninourhands？evenyourhairiscomingoutinhandfuls。look！」hepluckedatwinston』sheadandbroughtawayatuftofhair。「openyourmouth。nine，ten，eleventeethleft。howmanyhadyouwhenyoucametous？andthefewyouhaveleftaredroppingoutofyourhead。lookhere！」

heseizedoneofwinston』sremainingfrontteethbetweenhispowerfulthumbandforefinger。atwingeofpainshotthroughwinston』sjaw。o』brienhadwrenchedtheloosetoothoutbytheroots。hetosseditacrossthecell。

「youarerottingaway，」hesaid；「youarefallingtopieces。whatareyou？abagoffilth。nowturnaroundandlookintothatmirroragain。doyouseethatthingfacingyou？thatisthelastman。ifyouarehuman，thatishumanity。nowputyourclothesonagain。」

winstonbegantodresshimselfwithslowstiffmovements。untilnowhehadnotseemedtonoticehowthinandweakhewas。onlyonethoughtstirredinhismind：thathemusthavebeeninthisplacelongerthanhehadimagined。thensuddenlyashefixedthemiserableragsroundhimselfafeelingofpityforhisruinedbodyovercamehim。beforeheknewwhathewasdoinghehadcollapsedontoasmallstoolthatstoodbesidethebedandburstintotears。hewasawareofhisugliness，hisgracelessness，abundleofbonesinfilthyunderclothessittingweepingintheharshwhitelight：buthecouldnotstophimself。o』brienlaidahandonhisshoulder，almostkindly。