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winstonwasstruck,ashehadbeenstruckbefore,bythetirednessofo』brien』sface。***itwasstrongandfleshyandbrutal,itwasfullofintelligenceandasortofcontrolledpassionbeforewhichhefelthimselfhelpless;butitwastired。therewerepouchesundertheeyes,theskinsaggedfromthecheekbones。o'brienleanedoverhim,deliberatelybringingthewornfacenearer。
「youarethinking,」hesaid,「thatmyfaceisoldandtired。youarethinkingthatitalkofpower,andyetiamnotevenabletopreventthedecayofmyownbody。canyounotunderstand,winston,thattheindividualisonlyacell?thewearinessofthecellisthevigouroftheorganism。doyoudiewhenyoucutyourfingernails?」
heturnedawayfromthebedandbeganstrollingupanddownagain,onehandinhispocket。
「wearethepriestsofpower,」hesaid。「godispower。butatpresentpowerisonlyawordsofarasyouareconcerned。itistimeforyoutogathersomeideaofwhatpowermeans。thefirstthingyoumustrealizeisthatpoweriscollective。theindividualonlyhaspowerinsofarasheceasestobeanindividual。youknowthepartyslogan:『freedomisslavery』。hasiteveroccurredtoyouthatitisreversible?slaveryisfreedom。alone—free—thehumanbeingisalwaysdefeated。itmustbeso,becauseeveryhumanbeingisdoomedtodie,whichisthegreatestofallfailures。butifhecanmakecomplete,uttersubmission,ifhecanescapefromhisidentity,ifhecanmergehimselfinthepartysothatheistheparty,thenheisall-powerfulandimmortal。thesecondthingforyoutorealizeisthatpowerispoweroverhumanbeings。overthebodybut,aboveall,overthemind。powerovermatter—externalreality,asyouwouldcallit—isnotimportant。alreadyourcontrolovermatterisabsolute。」